tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6484753235251272922011-11-23T16:07:27.906-08:00Andrew Stenderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00769860321143511699noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-648475323525127292.post-55097177715055438542011-11-23T16:07:00.000-08:002011-11-23T16:07:27.913-08:00I want to know myself better. I feel so driven to discover more about myself. to learn who i am, and why i am this way. I'll start out with the dream that inspired this blog, although it's short it held a weight of monolithic proportions to my soul. i was experiencing sleep paralysis for the first 20 minutes (I can only speculate) before i saw the mist creep into my consciousness...<br /><br />&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; it was as if I were seeing everything in a sepia tone, the fog began to take shape and i could discern the shape of the mouth of a cave, I was inside looking out. it was all insubstantial and very ethereal, but it filled my heart with tranquility, and love. i saw a bear form from the mist and walk slowly away from my perspective, all majesty and I was not afraid. i knew that i loved this being. she (i only get the impression it was a she) glanced back at me and i could tell she was trying to impress a concept upon my soul, and I felt love and caring. the glance lasted only a moment, and she soon turned toward the mouth of the cave and moved forward becoming once again apart of the sepia mist that surrounded my vision. i felt content and was soon asleep...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/648475323525127292-5509717771505543854?l=soundofmydreams.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Andrew Stenderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00769860321143511699noreply@blogger.com0